Yes, Kitti, it does get better. Your previous post was full of positives - so that part is definitely getting better. That stabbing pain in your heart when you think about the bomb - that takes a little longer. For me, even with my H being 100% there for me - took about a year. I'd say it's only now that it doesn't really grab my heart the way it used to. For you, since your H is much slower to come around, it will probably take a little longer. But it will get better, so stay focused on those positives

Ellie