The Lure of the Siren

[Arsene]

I wish I could be consistently strong. Woke up this morning with W on my mind and a huge knot in my stomach. W sent a text at 2 am saying she wants to cancel immigration this morning, which might cause some problems for my visa. Even my D8 said last night that W was behaving like a teenager, sleeping on the floor and staying out til late with her friends and just doing what she wanted, when she wanted. I wish W could hear her D8 talk like that about her. What would she think? Probably that i put these idea in her head and blame me for it. Sigh... I hate feeling this way. Got to get my PMA back.