PMA a lot better today. Works been good to take my mind off everything (rather than everything distract me from work!)....and its surprising what a workout does for the mind! My bodys never had it so good
W seems a bit more distant and down. She is not hanging around when I get home from work, she asks if I mind if she goes to her place and I say no problem. I am liking the space as well. Relationship with S is blossoming because of it and my confidence continues to grow with him. I wonder if I am overprotecting him from what is about to happen as he does not understand the sitch. But the main thing is to keep him happy especially while the move takes place.
W has said they are aiming to move this weekend. Still not sure how I will feel until it happens, relieved in some ways, whilst obviously gutted. But I know it will do us both good in the long run and thats what I need to focus on....its all for the greater good.....right? Sure W will be ok but worried how S will handle it. But I can play my part as best as I can.
She mentioned menopause again this am before I went to work. I just acknowledged her and am struggling to handle these conversations. I said she should get herself checked out once before and dont want to repeat myself (because it could be controlling or pressure?). I do want to support her somehow - just not sure how.
I have a pre-arranged night out this Friday with some ex work colleagues and W is going to look after son as I will be staying overnight at my sisters - she has a flat in the city I am going out in and we are going for breakfast saturday morning. Looking forward to it as I havent seen my old work colleagues for a year now. Most are working somewhere else as well so will be great to see them and catch up, good food and a few beers:):).
