Ok well I have some news but nothing really from the WAW. It seems as if the WAW is not responding to the texts i send her. Well I mean not responding to most of them.
So I dont know what to do with that..
However It was nice this past weekend. I got a call from my WAW mom asking if she could stop by along with WAW's brothers Wife and kids. I said sure you guys are always welcome here. They all stayed and we talked not to much about WAW. but it was very nice the WAW side of the family is willing to talk to me and hang out. this was not the first time i have hung out with them. They did tell me they do not understand what WAW is doing and she does not even talk to them to much. I gues this made me feel good that this is really not me it is more WAW that is messed up in the head. I did tell them that I did not want a divorce and if she wanted it she would have to file. I said it was more of a moral thing for me. They Told me flat out that this is something WAW has to do if she want it.
However hard it was for me to here this from them it is what it is and I have to leave it in Gods hands as he is the only one that can fix this. But they said the they way she is with stuff once she is done she is done and moves on. But said that she did go back to her ex husband before me one time. so who knows
Anyway they all fell inlove with my house and said it was better than when WAW was here and looks better than her house at this point... They all love me and this in its self makes me feel like i am not the one at fault here now. i keep reaching out to WAW to talk and I get nothing and her family just does not get it.I can say and did say I am willing to wait but i dont know how long that wait will be. only God knows. I have put it in his hands even if I try to take it back from time to time. I try to keep it in his hands......
