You are right SG. I need to pick myself up dust myself off and get back on that horse again. I don't control her and I don't want too. I thought I was doing good up til Sunday. I can't let one day ruin the progress I have made. Whether she chooses to forgive and accept my apology is her choice. I also feel like its her choice whether we have a new/better marriage.
M 44 W 43 S 23 S 15 INILWY 9/11 Divorce Mediation started 3/13 June 30 the day W is moving out