thank you deb - altho one of my goals for this year was to make sure i could find at least three things a day i could be positive about...ugh
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hubby (pacing the floor before going to work): my 20 year reunion is coming up
me: oh yeah? how did you find out about it?
hubby: oh that classmates thing
me: that's pretty kewl
hubby: don't know what to do - thinking about just driving up there (it's 2.5 hours away) for the day and showing my face and coming back
me (knife stabbed at the heart): well do you have to answer now? is there an rsvp?
hubby: no - no rsvp yet, but i don't know, maybe i shouldn't go, you spend all this time trying to get away from your past why would you want to go back to it?
me (hurt and wanting to cry but doing a great job of acting as if): well it's your decision, you do what you want - if you wanna go, go, if you want me to go with you, i will go, if you wanna skip it, skip it
hubby (who i believed sarcastically chuckled under his breath when i mentioned i would go): nah, i don't think i will go...
