This morning she opened the bedroom door to see if I was awake yet. She came in and sat on the bed next to where I was laying. She said, "I'm really sorry. I shouldn't have been out that late with out letting you now. I really wanted to make that dinner... the night just got away from me. I was drunk and stupid. I guess I'm paying for it because I'm hungover and S woke up at 5AM."
She touched/scratched my chest as she said this. It didn't feel like a loving touch of times past... but was contact.
I did ask her where she slept when she got home. She said she slept on the couch because she didn't want to wake me. I told her that I always wake when I hear the sounds of doors opening in the house.
I guess she was so drunk that she slept with her clothes on... I didn't bother asking who gave her a ride home.
M34 W35 S5 S2 T10 M6 on/off over the years including her A Recently- Nov 2015 bomb Nov 2015-Feb 2016 Reconciling Feb bomb March-April Reconciling May - bomb Mid-May I tell her I'm done
