I don't know how describe my feelings at the moment. I think maybe I'm in shock?

W and I exchanged pleasant small talk emails today. Shortly before leaving work she asked if she could go to a happy hour for a bit after work. I said yes. She responded, "Do you like how I ask permission like a good wife? Lol"

Then she suggested that I feed S dinner and that she'd be home to make the two of us dinner to eat while we watched a new TV show.

Her emails were full of smiley face emoticons. I was looking forward to our evening.

Here it is 15 minutes before we normally go to bed. I haven't heard from her. She made plans and stood me up. All while she's out at a happy hour. For all I know she's out with the possible OM from work.

The lack of respect is shocking.... For her to not even send a single text message and just blow me off. Especially after the good last few days.

I guess I'm going to bed alone tonight.


M34 W35
S5 S2
T10 M6
on/off over the years including her A
Recently-
Nov 2015 bomb
Nov 2015-Feb 2016 Reconciling
Feb bomb
March-April Reconciling
May - bomb
Mid-May I tell her I'm done