Hey Wendy! The right job will come along, but I didn't like the fact that someone thought you were too old and didn't know how to operate a computer...that's age discrimination!
I don't know if you've seen the news today, but apparently there is another woman in the General P situation. It's getting more complicated as the hours pass.
You have definitely hit the nail on the head...the ow is like a drug and the mlcing spouses are tripping out on the Dopamine. Your xh isn't ready to admit he's got a problem. Right now, he's still at home and hasn't lost enough respect or worldly goods to hit bottom.
Sending positive thoughts your way!
Sit quietly, the answers will reveal themselves when you least expect them to. The past is gone, the present is a gift and you need to focus on today, allow the future to reveal itself when it is ready.