I don't think anyone is actually reading these at this point, but I just wanted to journal a little bit about positive progress being made, so it's ok. Although my H is still sort of withdrawn and we're not sleeping in our bed together, the ring is still off, etc - things continue to get better and that is what I'm focusing on. Today he made me lunch and we joked around and I kept it light. He also brought me some cookies from his job today. If I wasn't DBing and reading this BB and the book, and paying attention to these little signs of progress - I'd be missing all of it. Today I feel happy, I'm focusing on myself and what I need to get done. I'm treating him like a friend that I love, and not reading too much into his moods (it seems like he's just really sad). These little signs are encouraging to me to keep up what I've been doing, especially for me and for my sanity. I love this man so much and I don't like to see him suffering, but I'm also keeping my head up and protecting myself enough unless I see more signs that he's coming back for good. Just wanted to throw that out there...
