In order to NOT feel the urge...hmmm...I need to focus on the good things going on in my life. I have a new client, a successful business, two healthy kids and, I guess, I can include the apology I received last week.
I just wish I could understand why he can't let her go. She's soooo gross.
Texting will only give me the illusion that I'm still a part of his life. Chances are slim that he will reassure me in any way, which is, I guess, what I'm looking for...I want to talk to the guy from last week. Guess he's gone again. He did text D10 this morning to say have a good day at school. That's different.
I will detach, try to focus on myself and be good to myself tonight.
Thanks, Heather
"You know, it's times like these when I realize what a superhero I am." Tony Stark/Iron Man
“Focus on what you can do, then do it with all your heart.” Lois Wilson
