Glad to hear things are still going well! Any R is going to have ebbs and flows, I wouldn't focus too much on that. It's understandable that so soon after the S you're still going to wonder if the bottom is about to drop whenever you see her pull back a bit. I think with time you'll build your trust back up and not focus so much on the little moves. Do read DR when you get a chance, it gives a lot of great advice for piecing and also helping keep a healthy marriage healthy.