Thanks for simply being here and continuing to cheer me on.
Coach and Starsky, Somehow I missed over your post initially. I am still trying to grasp it's full meaning. I'm pretty sure she I'm the first choice, and I do have her respect. Should I interpret it to mean, to take proactive, positive action to make things better? Or????
Journaling... Yesterday was fair. W was again an admitted emotional mess, per her. I struggle with not helping her. I know it is her journey, but I have to at least vent it here, that I want to console and make everything better. I've simply been validating what I can. IN the afternoon, she reportedly was beginning to "clean up her FB." Last night, she was very distant, so I told her I was going to the bedroom to read. She soon thereafter followed, and cuddled up next to me. At one point, we fell asleep for a few while holding one another. Then she woke and eventually went upstairs to her bed. This morning she shared, bad nights of rest / couldn't sleep. I hope she calls and schedules an IC appt soon.
