Faunadc, we are on roughly the same time frame here in our sitch's, not only that but we are "pleasers" we LOVE to please out women and we will do anything they ask of us.
And like me you too are clinging to every little thing, a smiley face on a text, a hug that lasts a little longer than normal, a shred of information in a conversation etc... We view those things in such a light to continue "hope".
Where I am trying to put more stock in "hope" now is in myself. I am done hoping for my M to work. Now I have "hope" that I will come out of this stronger than before..
Keep working on you man..
Me - 30 W - 28 M 4 t 6 ILYBINILWY #1 Jan - 2011 Band-aid Jan 11' ILYBINILWY #2 7/28/12