Ha Starsky! That didn't come off AT ALL like I wanted it to! The follies of hurriedly updating the site on my phone!
I don't mean that I wish I was still in limbo (although it certainly feels that way some days in this darkness) or that I wish I hadn't taken the steps I took.
I was more referencing the fact that although I took the steps, it's awfully confusing on days like today where my conviction wavers... when despite knowing it would be hurtful in the long run, that I'd just really like to be able to have a conversation with W... despite the situation we're in...
The good news is I know where these particular thoughts are coming from (Birthday stuff) and the rational part of my mind is getting good at reminding me that I'm doing everything I can do to continue moving forward.
So yeah, I totally didn't phrase that right, but I hope that clears it up a little bit...
