Today has been rough. The waves crashing on me are less frequent but they still knock me over sometimes. I've learned that I still need more balance to stay up.

My youngest is at home today and I wish I was there with her. Just hanging out and doing home things. When work is slow I tend to get down in the dumps. Those inner voices become a bit louder and tougher to drown out.


Me:42
W:43
M:03/08/98
SD17, D13
Found out about affair:12/16/10
Found out again: 06/22/12
Split: 06/22/12