I'm better today but I learned how much it's the rejection I hate. I also learned it's the fantasy of our forever after I am fighting for, the idea in my head that it was until death do we part, love everlasting.
me too- who knows tho? i can't say love either- i can't say i want him back either- mwd says in her book about changing life & everyone in it- be wary of your "feelings" - feelings change-
know that some ofus are as "stuck" as you- is it that we are unusually awful? i think normal - maybe- icky tho it is- i'm thinkng don't be so hard on yoruself & so judgemental. when the "right" thing happens- you'll jump in/up & do "what you gotta do" and i'm thinking it will be right. i'm awaiting that moment too-
