Welcome to the board

** Thank you, I just wish I wasn’t here you know?

You need to let him go.

** If it were that easy I would…

DIVORCE = SPACE
Get out and GAL.

** Trust me I am trying.

DETACH.

Believe none of what he says and half of what he does.

*** What does this mean?

Have NO EXPECTATIONS.
Take care of yourself, breathe, eat, sleep, exercise.

** Again I’m trying…

You are on moderation right now on the forum.
SO post in small frequent posts until you get off of it.

Your H is giving you a GIFT.
THE GIFT OF TIME.

** Time for what? I really want to understand all of this.

USE it wisely.

Heartbroken5
Me:38|H:40
Together: 10 years
Married:5
BD: May 2013
No children