Realistic Optimist Hard At Work

[Just A Guy]

Went and worked out plus got to vent to a friend... That helped release a bunch of the anger..

Got to get to the bottom of the anger and rectify it before it starts popping up in other facets of my life.

Our finances should be in order enough soon for me to start going to karate, I think that would help as well.

W is sooooooo nice to me at home all the time that its hard to find things to stand my ground on and show her that I am growing a backbone and learning to deal with conflict instead of avoiding it. I have stood up for myself several times at work and she has found out about those times which is a plus, but I know she wants to see the new ME first hand as well.

Today she has an appt with IC then tomorrow we go to MC.. I am preparing myself for the worst possible scenario at this MC session since it seams that after returning from retreat W is more solidified in her decision.

Going to be a great day at work today, AND my father and I finished the schematics for our prototype which we will be able to send off to manufacture soon and really crank that project up..