And it's not just what he did, he lied to me on a daily basis. He communicated with her in a hidden email account. He told me and my daughter to move back to another state with my mother. He wanted us erased, literally so he was free to do what he wanted. He carried a check list around of things to do to break away from us. He made her cd's with love songs, some were our songs we loved together and were our songs. I see her face, and I see him.

No, he didn't go, he stayed by his choice and has worked so hard the past year because he wants me forever, he says.

If I can't beyond this, what is going to happen.