Today has been okay but slow. I miss our lazy family Sundays. Today has sucked. Nothing bad. I haven't been weepy or anything but I have been sluggish all day. Sigh. It still makes me angry and hurts my feelings knowing he spends them elsewhere. Discounted, discarded, and left behind. I'm not sure I will ever really get over this or even be able to trust anyone else again. Likely I am doomed to be the crazy cat lady. Another big sigh. So that's what today has felt like. Would have been more fitting if it had been dark and gloomy. I'm definitely in a funk. Worried about money. Same old same old. I've also been bored. I'm not one of those people that has many friends and I have really been very lonely lately. I dunno. That's all I got. Nothing dramatic. Nothing has happened. Likely it won't either. So here I sit.
