Quoting myself- "So how to fix it/me - time - dbing - all the other magical words of wisdom combined. Yes, no, probably hopefully! But, there is always going to be a tidbit, morsale of pain, regret, sadness, not sure which one yet, that will always remain inside of my heart that hurts my sole just a pinch.
I'm so sick of giving my H soo much attention, yet I can't stop, i'm a junkie, hoping for that one time it will work and he will magically be right!
NO not really - I know better - he's so ugly to me - I think I am an answer junkie - why did you do this to us''! end Quote
That's a vampire I am letting in if I'm an answer junkie, sucking away at everything good in my life while I look for something that isn't there or even rational.
WHy do I come off so smart and together to the world, my business, my kids, but when it comes to myself I'm a fumbling idiot! Everyone is surprised at how this is/has taken me down?
The past can't be ahead of you in the future. You don't have to figure it all out, just pick a direction. What's next...I don't know but I can't wait!
