Moving the blanket away from the castle

[bustingout]

zig, I love seeing posts from you again :-) (((((( )))))

Thank you for your words of support and encouragement.

I need to keep rereading my post to remember that feeling of empowerment I felt. To continue to be brave. To not look back.

As for it was more than I should have had to do, there was also a sense of this is MY life. Where I live. I shouldn't have to sulk around in my own town because of her. I am not the one who should feel like I want to hide.

Anyway, this all is good in print. It is slowly taking root from within. I want to nurture this now.

I have a lot of compassion for H. Sometimes I just want to reach out to him as a friend, one human bring to another. I know I cannot now..and maybe never. I am trying to keep my focus on his core. Not on what he manifests himself to be right now.

I am talking to my coach tomorrow. Am looking forward.

love you zig. Come back to the blanket, ok? I believe in you.

((((( )))))