lol. yes, I agree!

And yes, this site has been a great help. But sometimes, I wish my situation would start to "change" a little bit. So far, it is just us having no contact at all for one and half month. It seems like forever. And I know my GAL part is not much yet, i gotta work on that.

What mistake did you make?

I found it extremely hard getting up in the mornings, and yes, i am my main obstacle! I do realize that I haven't changed THAT much, and H is not going to notice much if we do have any contact..sigh..I know much more time is needed, but meanwhile, I am scared of what is coming up.