Heather, It might be helpful to print off those responses that have answered your questions so that you can refer back to them whenever you feel the need.
When I was going through the time that you are now, I printed off everything that was posted on my thread so that I could refer back to them whenever I needed to.
Just my two cents.
Sit quietly, the answers will reveal themselves when you least expect them to. The past is gone, the present is a gift and you need to focus on today, allow the future to reveal itself when it is ready.
