Oh and thanks for the warm fire, glass of wine and hugs. It means more than you can imagine today. I'm blessed that I have friends who would drop everything to come over for that if need be...

This week was so weird. I couldn't even post on here because I couldn't wrap my head around what he was saying...the good stuff. I think I was partly afraid that I would over think it or jinx it or whatever. Just weird after all this pain to have this little oasis in the desert.

It really DID feel like he peaked out of the rabbit hole like you all say. The real H. It was nice to see that he's still in there.

Need to take this slowly. Build his trust. Focus on me. He's such a teenager right now. We were teenagers together and he was actually nicer back then. This adolescence he's a jerk.

Thanks for listening to me digest all this. I will be reading "Why they run" AGAIN today. Helps.

Much Love,

Heather

"You know, it's times like these when I realize what a superhero I am." Tony Stark/Iron Man

“Focus on what you can do, then do it with all your heart.” Lois Wilson