Back to Square One?

[Wendylon]

Thank you, Arsene. I think you're right: I bet his conscience is playing tricks on him.

I'm scared I'm going to start complaining to H about H leaving me to eat alone, just not showing much care and consideration. If we watch The Good Wife tonight, I'm tempted to say "Well, as long as you don't bolt out of the room, when it's finished". That's not such a good move though, is it? Sounds a bit needy and pursuing.

I just know H will push for answers from me about why I seem 'funny' and will even look as if he's ready to hear my complaints. After about 10 seconds of me opening up, he'll flip into being the angry, hard-done by one. I know how this works and yet I know I'll be tempted down that cheeseless tunnel. I will somehow kid myself that this time it will be different and that H will finally click and understand me.
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H just got back. I told him that the Aga not working was the equivalent for me of the internet not working for him. He seemed to get it and may have accepted that that could explain me being 'funny' earlier when he wouldn't help with it and said I was obsessed.

I can tell though that he definitely didn't see his cousin. He has a way of responding in really vague terms when he actually hasn't seen who he says he's seen. He has no imagination and couldn't come up with anything except, "She's all right". If he had seen her, he'd have had some anecdotes from her life. Zilch info about her. He must have had a coffee with POW