You are fine. My story is equally as dramatic. I never really thought of it that way though. It was just my life. I learned to navigate it. Obviously not well or my M wouldn't have been so dysfunctional. It wasn't always. H didn't start really getting nutso until later. I guess that can be typical of that.

Yes, keep posting. No one is going to judge you. I myself have been posting a lot. I have been out of sorts the last couple of days.