Tonight drove with YD and her BF two hours to watch OD in a theater production at her college. We left early today and spent the day just going thru shops and eating. Way too much eating! (I still can't gain weight). Stress must burn calories.
On the drive I was thinking about H. Somedays I'm in my empowerment and high self esteem mode. Other days I'm a pathetic mess. Today has been a stronger day, so far. I wait to answer some of my OD questions about me and H when I see her in person.
We talked today about my meeting with the L and my talk with my FIL. Both girls support me 100%. Which is really nice to have. They think the same things I do. They dont believe the man that they knew as Dad is the same man that has given up on them. We all would like for him to come back, but realize we don't have control over what he does. The girls are ready to move on and stop being stuck in the sadness everyday.
The girls felt better about their college and expenses after I told them what the lawyer said. They were glad to hear that I would have money to take care of myself. H is going to be pretty tight financially if he does go thru with divorce. He will have so much that he will be responsible for.
Well, I'm going to watch my daughter shine on stage!! :o)
