You've been at this a short time Grateful. It took your W a long time to get to this point and it's going to take a long time for her to reconsider.
To be frank, I don't see you utilizing your time wisely making the necessary changes that are within your control. In what ways are you different now then when your W dropped the bomb? What makes you think that she would believe your relationship could be better? She needs to see changes in you that have to be consistent longer than 2 months.
Time to get busy.
Me:45 ExW:48 M:04/97 3 Bombs & 2 ReCons 1st BD 11/10 D Finalized 4/20 D-16 S-14 Going in one more round when you don't think you can. That's what makes all the difference in life.~Rocky Balboa