Crazy Strange Glorious

[tpc1977]

I don't want to tell me wife to work on her issues. I told her that the other night out of anger and it all went south. I need to just keep asking God to change me continually so I can show her unconditional love regardless.

Yeah, I'm going to slip up. Like I did the other night. I need to run to her and ask for forgiveness and work at never doing it again.

I don't know that path God wants me on right now. It feels like a holding cell. Like He's telling me to sit still and be quiet. Nothing's happening. When I get moved out of this cell, I suspect something pretty awesome.

This sitting here however kind of stinks. But I've learned to deal with it quietly because I won't be forced to stay here longer than I should.

I'm learning cool things though. Today I went to a fabric store and I'm covering a couple of chairs in our dining area with this really cool thick fabric. I did the first one already. Going to do the next one tomorrow. Plus, yard work and jogging a 5k.

I also got some fabric for a bathroom window. My mother's going to sew it though. I haven't learned how to use a sewing machine.

Oh ... plus the book I'm writing. It's a devotional of competitive cyclists.

I'm out. Taking my daughter for some cheap tacos and a movie.
The new James Bond flick. Daniel Craig is pretty tough.