MKB- that's what I am doing exactly. I venting. I hope no one thinks I am posting for attention I am not. Maybe my story bit by bit coming out will help someone else. It helps me see how I wasn't loved by h I had such a hard time convincing myself of that. I wanted to be loved. I can be honest here and post what I have been holding back and not be judged and see that I deserve better that my kids go to.

Thanks to everyone.

Me:37
H:38
6 kids
first bomb 8/05 (ow involved)
piecing 7/06
second bomb 3/07 ow involved
wash rinse repeat....
huge move to start over 2/11
more affairs
H left for good 8/12