Hi RegretfulLA,
I'm curious if you started looking for an MC. With the conversation you both had yesterday, it helps to have a 3rd person peel some layers off and expose some rawness. KWIM?
Take care


M 42 H 39
T10 (-2yrs separation)
S8 D5
DD 7/30/11 (EA&PA)
Reconciled 6/2013
Separation in works 1/2017