Ahhhh Wendy, I think that is part of what makes the weekends difficult for me (or did, much better now). I know what you mean.

You post really resonates with me to day.

Me 57/H 58
M36 S 2.5yrs R 12/13

Let me give up the need to know why things happen as they do.
I will never know and constant wondering is constant suffering.
Caroline Myss