okay what do i do next it seems like he is moved on i don't know we had been talking about planning a trip for th holidays together now he is talking about going to california without me for the holidays.

soing a road trip we have done 100s of times. I just keep praying he will 0open his heart to me.

I am attempting to move on and give the impression that i am good and moving on.

sometimes i feel like a liar

m: 32 H:33
T:7
M:4


7/12 says he might want out
8/12 find out about ow he wants a D
9/12 he says he loves me not here wants me back
9/12 he pull away
11/12 still separated