Give yourself some time. You've got a lot to process and you 're allowed to grieve. Reading your post reminds me of where I was a few months ago. It's not that long although it seems like much longer ago. I still feel that way sometimes but it usually passes much more quickly. You are doing the right thing with GAL and 180s but you just have to be patient and let yourself deal with those feelings. We all fall to pieces now and again, some of us more often than we care to admit, even here, I'm sure. It's part of it. Pick yourself up and get back in the race. Take care of yourself.
Freshman Class of 2012
M-49 W-42 1D-10 T 10 YEARS M 9 YEARS EA/MLC 07/2010 Separation 28/05/2012 PA confirmed 31/07/12 W Asked for D 31/07/12 D on and off the table since then