Realistic Optimist Hard At Work

[Just A Guy]

We had an awesome time last night at the market... It was a splendid night. And best part is I was my old confident self with a sense of humor and pep in my step. Then afterwards I went out and played some poker with some friends who are just learning.

When I returned home W and I had a 30 min conversation about her mother who is going through some serious anger and ocd issues right now.. on top ofthat she treats my fil like crap.. W started tearing up and I just listened and let her get it out.

I really have filled in my stronger characteristics well over the past fee days with W although this morning was tough. W was talking about her finances and future etc... in a singular fashion instead of "us" or "we" as she used to be so adamant about its now "me" and "I". I tried so hard to hide that those statements affect me. I only let a litte sad guy out before slapping myself mentally and getting back to the awesome man I am..

I work all day today and my mom is going to come visit with a close family friend. Will be nice to see her.. nothing soothes the soul better than a hug from mom...