Tumbling-I hope you are feeling ok now ? (((( ))))
Even though H did respond to your text and it was a very nice and seemed sincere text, I would still suggest to back off some more.
I get the sense that your emotions are all over the place with thinking about what you want, H and his sometimes response/non response, the almost EA and your unmet needs. Its A LOT going on. You need to give yourself a chance to breath.
Stop and breath.
As for music? I know exactly what you mean.
((((( )))))
TPS Me: 44 H: 42 M14 T17 S10 D7 10/10 H moves out after death of his father-same month 21/04/12 H is 'DONE' 04/05/12 OW/PA confirmed (rumors from 2010) July '14 H ends affair May '15 H moves back home