I'm glad to read that you are utilizing a coach. Your coach will undoubtedly be a great resource to help you wrap your arms around your sitch.
Take your time and be patient. Patient with your sitch, patient with your W and patient with yourself.
Keep us updated. We are here for you.
Me:45 ExW:48 M:04/97 3 Bombs & 2 ReCons 1st BD 11/10 D Finalized 4/20 D-16 S-14 Going in one more round when you don't think you can. That's what makes all the difference in life.~Rocky Balboa