Devastated

[hopefulinga]

I'm trying to mentally and emotionally prepare as well. My H will not sit down and talk about anything. I was very upset at first, but now I am mad. I tried to be nice and felt like a doormat. I am making every effort to not be a witch, but have given up on being extra nice.

It does get easier. I've started to focus on what I can do to support our D and how H is leaving me and breaking up the family. I've acknowledged what I've done wrong and have made concious efforts to change those things, but will not longer feel like it is my fault that the M is failing.

I've been looking nice as well, and it does help us feel better. All you can do is continue to pray and let God work his way.