Stop this crazy train I want to get off!!!

[wishing, hoping]

So now H has sent me an long rambling email stating he wants to talk. He goes into how he never meant to hurt me and how he still has strong feelings for me, just not romantic feelings. Just what is that supposed to mean anyway?

He goes on about how he has written a letter explaining how he feels we have reached this point and he wants to give it to me and he doesn't know if it will make me angry or if would give me closure. Frankly I don't want to read it. It's a moot point now. We should have discussed this a year or so ago. I still think it's all manipulation. He wants us to be friends. I can't be his friend right now.

He seemed like he was very desperate and even said he was at a "turning point" in our relationship. I don't know what the heck that is supposed to mean. It seems like everything he says is in some kind of code! I asked him what exactly he wanted to talk about and he could not or would not tell me! He said if I didn't want to communicate that was fine. I said I had no problem communicating. I just wanted to know what the topics of discussion would be. He mentioned that if I didn't want to have a conversation with him then so be it, but he would not ask again. I asked him if that was a threat and he got very defensive and very angry. I think I hit a nerve.

Anyone have any input? I could sure use it!