I am off to bed. Nothing from H. Headstate better from being on the board. I know I have to go dim. I burned too brightly, as is my wont. It's just my way but if I want H in my life as a husband, I will have to not make bold Tumbling moves til he feels abit safer and /or knows what he wants - I will save those for other parts of my life.
As for my EA. I started recognising it a few weeks ago but didn't want to admit to it here. I know that I have to pull back and not spend so much time with him. I know too that it's not real - I have just transferred my feelings. I don't want to get mixed up emotionally as that will mean the end of my M.
All makes for an interesting Tumbling life, I suppose?
