So S14 just told me his dad texted him this morning. He told him he loved him and his sisters too and that he missed them. Then he said " he hopes he gets to see them soon." nothing to me though and nothing asking to actually make plans. I guess it is a start though and I am glad it made S14 feel better. I just still don't know what to make of the hope business. Like its out of his control somehow. It's ridiculous. And it makes me angry. Not screaming raging or anything just I guess it feels like that is an insult thrown at me. At the same time the only one really interfering is ow. Argh!
