The green green grass of home

[Soul.Searching]

Thanks UF. I'm trying, I am slowly but surely realising what you all have been saying. It's funny how we can hear thing and think we get it but then one day you actually think it for yourself, on your own accord and then it finally makes sense, the way it was meant to.


You know about a year ago my Uncle was saying how we can all be in control of our own emotions. How it doesn't matter what anybody says or does to you, you choose how it makes you feel.
I thought he was insane lol I just could not accept that.
He passed away almost two months ago.
Now i think he was right, I'm ready to accept that you can and i so wish he was here, to explain it to me, now i'm ready to really hear him. I'd like to hear his story and how he learnt to get to that stage.
He passed away suddenly,.. i wish i had of had a more open mind about it all back then. I hope he is still around to guide me somehow.

Life is too short to live with this pain. I need to find someway to move on from it.