The green green grass of home

[Soul.Searching]

Thanks Subguy and CV,... I'm really struggling right now. I am out with the kids at a carnival. They are waiting for a ride to start. It's taking ages and I'm standing here all alone watching all the other couples. It's the first time I have ever taken my kids to something like this without H. It's strange and it hurts. I'm trying so hard to put on a happy face for my kids but it's hard.