Hey Mr.Bond, when you wrote,

"Also, my emotional outbursts pushed her over the edge, and now she is totally done and will not even consider trying to patch things up."

I can see that.

Do you think that I could recover from that incident, or do you think she will never be able to trust me again because of it?

She brings it up when we fight and says that she suffered trauma from it and isn't able to stop seeing my face in that moment.

I know what I have to do, but I really struggle with my own pessimism sometimes,

Me:46 W:40
M:10 T:17
D:9 S:6
BD:12/11
ILYBINILWY:8/12
Served 2/13
I moved out 2/13
I moved back 6/13
W moved out 9/13