Welcome back. Your spot on the blanket has been waiting for you.

Grab a glass. Not letting you go again.

It is time for me to really wake up and see that and not stay under some illusion that maybe tomorrow he will change his mind.

Its all going to be about YOU now. If he changes his mind/if he doesn't, its not your concern right now. Enough of him for now.

But mostly it is time for me to come back here and seek the love, support and advice from the people who truly know what i am going through and can help me to focus on what is important for me and who can 2 x 4 me up the creek when i need it most.

Let's do this.

Love you zig.

((((((( )))))))

TPS
Me: 44 H: 42
M14 T17
S10 D7
10/10 H moves out after death of his father-same month
21/04/12 H is 'DONE'
04/05/12 OW/PA confirmed (rumors from 2010)
July '14 H ends affair
May '15 H moves back home