LOL Bug. I did use that "do you have any idea what you are saying?" incredulous look when she talked negatively about the cheating/WAS. OOPS
SS, thank you for your concern, that was sweet. I feel strong enough to really look at myself with an eye for who i really want to be... it feels empowering.
KG, thank you for kind words.. TBH, I must admit that I am struggling today with a "shifting focus" and needed to remind myself today to not glance over at the castle and wonder what is going on, that our party on the blanket is where I need to be..
and that is why, SD, I need to just say "isn't that interesting" over and over until I think nothing else except... isn't this picnic fun..
Me(f): 51 W: 41 DP:8 M:3 T:10 "W not happy" 7/11 D final: 8/13