Emotions change. So on the flipside; when you miss her and feel how strong you want her back, won't the divorce make you hurt even more?

I see were you're going and I probably would feel the same. But I would personally think hard about "am I ready for it?"

Together for 8,5 years.
S2
Interest in OM.
She left 29.09.12 b/c we couldn't work things out.
No signs of OM, not digging.
Living in seperate homes, sharing custody.