Chatterbug- That is the only reason I am doing it. I know without a shadow of a doubt this will continue to go on. Also, last night my son said something to me about something I had NO idea he knew. Essentially, when H was committed, he tried to kill me that day. In a nutshell, he had an assault rifle in his hand put the rifle to my chest and fired. The gun jammed. S14 says something was sort of dented or something on the gun. So I heard the click, the gun jammed, and it ejected the bullet. It was misshapen though because of the hammer hitting it. S14 saw the whole thing. I didn;t realize. He also kept the bullet. I never told anyone. I just figured H was very very sick. Somehow though when S told me about it last night, I KNEW I have to follow through and move on. Not sure why it has taken me so long before now. Thanks for your thoughts!
